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Post by ragboy70 on Aug 30, 2003 23:44:18 GMT -5
This is a little strange cause ive had a reaccuring dream since about 10 or so about once a year.the dream was short but it gets me reading the bible.the first dream was me and one of my brothers were out in the woods somewhere I was walking toward a cabin my brother was on the porch with some others.then something very strange happened first i heard very high frequency sound not very loud just coming from all directions.I yelled to my brother and the others to go inside as i started to run. i just got to the door and i could feel myself start to boil from the inside it didnt hurt it was coming from the sound was all i knew it was kind of like an energy that weakend me i stuggeled to get inside and the second the door shut it went away I remember telling my brother that we would ok as long as we go out for nothing.the others with us i never recognized until i had my family and my brother his it was them all along. then my brother ask are we the only ones left? then the dream would end. the vision at least I think its what i would call it, is when i read the bible with my ex wife who was never in the dream. babylon (to me i'm not big on words but I thought of the united states a whealty country) I pictured all this in my mind after reading about the end times,so here it is in the bible somewhere i read they will attack from the north thats the shortest distance from the far east nuclear weapons would be sent over the north pole to attack the U.S. from the far east. (then the stars fell from the sky their was flashing of lightning the heavens were shaken the sky rolled up like a giant scroll mushroom cloud? the sun was darkend the moon would not give its light the land was wasleft desolate and nothing could live then a show on if we were attacked showed how a nuke bomb is sent into the upper atmoisphere then drops looking like a falling star exploding far above the earth shaking the heavens throwing a very powerful rf frequency over a large area radiation and so on. then the mushroom cloud looking like a giant scrollrolling up.Then sun light is darkened and at night the moon moon and stars could not be seen. makes me wonder. I am not in any way trying to claim I know what the bible means by this.but this is a little strange to me,its almost like the dream is real or is going to be real thank you
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Post by Tulameen on Oct 16, 2003 19:24:38 GMT -5
Ragboy, the "boiling from the inside" that you describe sounds very much like microwaves! That's how they cook food - they heat from the inside; if you don't poke holes in your potato skin, it'll explode from the steam.
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Post by atlantissus on Sept 20, 2004 19:43:21 GMT -5
well I didnt know which board to post this on cause it really doesnt blong to any of them. I just havea few things to say that I think I need to say.
basically, This past week I have gone from believing in the end of all at one point or another, apocalypse, end days, fire and brimstone to mid week of hating God. Hating God for all of the suffering and pain that everyone done here goes through and it really got to me and I got very made and swore off my beliefs and turned a blind eye to God's plan. Then little things here or there like my bible laying on my bed and the wind blew and to flipped to the pages of Revelations. People around me talking about it, movies coming on tv at 3am about the end of the world. Trying to find my place in all of this, i have found is the hardest thing in the world. I post earlier this year about two dreams I had about the end days and my role in it all, I could never actuall believe it though. Doubt has raged through my mind ever since and I do not know what to do about it. I do not know what to believe anymore. I am lost in a world of no progression and short comings. I belong in a generation that has nothing to unite behind, my genertaion has no label. I am just very lost and feeling very alone in all of this even though i know God is with me I just dont feel it for some reason. I guess I am just exhausted feeling and seeing so much that points to the end and yet it doesnt seem like it will. Lately I feel like it will not come at all. Then I question myself, is everything I believe in whats real or is it a world that ive imagined and put so much in that at times it is my reality??? I just dont know anymore
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Post by Tulameen on Nov 2, 2004 14:16:18 GMT -5
It's not unusual to feel that way. I think that we are meant to question, to think and to work hard to understand. How could a loving God allow all this suffering? I know how you feel. I, too, have looked at the hatred, injustice, bloodshed and suffering (much of that in the name of "God" or "religion") and said, "Why?" Sometimes we must ask those questions, then sit quietly and wait for a reply. Your bible gave you a reply. I have received replies in similar ways. What I have come to understand is that God has given us free will -- otherwise, what is the point of existence, if we are characters in a play that is already written?-- and He won't interfere or intervene without our asking Him directly. Even then, sometimes,for reasons unknown to me, he does not answer our prayers in the way we expect. I have prayed all my life for world peace and I have not yet seen it. Perhaps it is because there are so many who want war? I don't know the answer. Perhaps we cannot pray for others without their consent? Perhaps we can only pray for our own peace, and a means to create peace in our own neighborhoods? So much to ponder. *sigh* It's probably not much comfort to hear me say this. But you aren't alone in your wondering, and truly, I have shaken my fist at God many, many times. I've not yet been struck by a thunderbolt....
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Post by CrimsonWarrior on Jan 12, 2005 21:55:14 GMT -5
Um.. I have been struck with a 'thunderbolt!' LOL. Ok, it was from a vision tho!Saw the celestial city descending, the grand doors were opened before me, and there were flashes of lightening. My tongue went pure white and a lightening indentation was ingraved on my tongue. Um.. ya, it really hurt btw! Woe to me ,a woman of unclean lips!
It is normal to wrestle things before the Throne of God. God honours free will, He's not into robots but to ponder things. A seeking of truth and choosing to surrender to His will and plan is what is a sweet smelling fragrance to Him.
Shalom.
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